Happy mothers day mama

''Abah, mama mana?''
''Dalam bilik''

''Kenapa?''
''Saja''

Sometimes, we just want to know where our mom with no reason, i mean..

Sometimes, when i see mama sleeping, i admitted that i checked her breath. I touched her nose to make sure that there's still a breath, lol

Sometimes, when im about to leave her for study, i hug her. long and tight. until she asked me why.

''Haha, kenapa ni?''
''Takda apa, hee''

I cried. but i cried in joy. only god knows how did i feel. only god knows how glad i am to hug her. only god knows how thankful i am knowing that she is still here.

Those thing i did. it might sound silly and funny, but the biggest fear that i ever had in my life is to think someday i have to live without mama..

I can afford losing another people,
but i can't afford losing mama

Mama is my strength
Mama is my soul

I breath through her soul
I live through her presence

Its not like looking her at home for nothing. it's not like we want to see her at home for nothing.

We just want to know that she is still here. we just want to know that she can still be our ears.

Her presence is all that i need
Her presence is all that make me alive

Love is nothing without you
Happy mothers day mama